Day 12 of 30
Day 12 of 30
Thank you so much for being here for my 30 day experiment… The accountability of knowing you’re here helps me so much!
This experiment came to me on NYE, my head hit the pillow and a little voice said, you need to SEE your body, you need to BE in your body and you need to SHARE the process. So, here I am, 12 days in and sharing a real photo of my real body, each and every day.
Day 12 musings:
⚡️Yesterday, as I drunkenly posted my photos at 3am (with surprisingly few typos 💅🏼), I apparently turned off commenting... so I work up to NO COMMENTS on yesterday’s photo... which was a fun challenge because I’ve been asking myself if I’m finding validation in all your wonderful affirmations
⚡️TODAY IS PURE BLISS. Having these two women join me elated and humbled me
⚡️To me, this photo represents community, and belonging.
⚡️I’m going to repeat that one… B E L O N G I N G
⚡️Before today I have not wanted nor allowed anyone to take my daily photo for me - I’ve desired to keep that control, letting go was truly liberating, I can say without hesitation THIS is the freest I’ve felt in ANY of the photos so far
⚡️I experience overwhelm and discomfort when people share how much this project means to them, impacts them or inspires them - I find it difficult to accept and receive their gratitude
⚡️Yet, I really love that I’m able to help others SIMPLY by being me and by following my intuition, I want to do that EVERY SINGLE DAY. It feels effortless and powerful.
⚡️Today, after 3 full days of photography - my body aches
⚡️I shared something very vulnerable with a friend this morning - before today it would have felt dangerous to discuss but thanks to the non-judgmental space she holds for me and the courage this experiment is creating, it felt easy
⚡️I am grieving over all the times I allowed my body baggage to steal my joy
⚡️If you’re still reading this, think of future you - you in 10 years… what are they wearing? what is their energy like? Don’t overthink it, go with what comes to mind. Tell me 👇🏼